Why is everyday a fight? Why must I have to fight every single day? I'm so tired, I can't do it anymore. Even though I feel like I have so much to prove, I also feel that my life shouldn't be a battle every day.
Does everyone go through this or is it just me? Do you feel that every decision you make effects your entire future?
I want this so badly. I want it very badly but can I not fight so hard for it? Do you think that maybe it's just not meant to be? And it would be so much easier for me to just let go and move on?
I'm not asking for a free ride. I just want to know where I'm going. I just want to know the rode I'm taking is right. I'm just asking for directions. Can't you give me some? Can't you cut me a break? I've thrown everyone else out of the car already, it's just me and you, so can't you just let me win just one battle? All I need is to win one battle, just so that I can prove to myself that I do have the potential. I need to prove to myself that I have exactly what it takes and everything that I'm doing is worth it. I just want to prove to myself that I actually do have so much to prove.
