I finished my assignment today. Late. And I finished watching Dear John.
Funny how both those things taught me that time does run out and it doesn't last forever. You will always want to put off doing things that you don't want to do or too scared to do. But remember, you don't have all the time in the world. Why not do what you can do while you still can?
That essay you don't want to write, why not write it now? Finish it tomorrow? And forget about it. That person you're just so scared to confront because you don't know how they will react. Why not tell them now? Take it as it is. What's the worst that can happen? Move on.
My life has always been a race against time. Piano lessons, swimming lessons, assignments, making phone calls for my parents, running around to classes. I've always been in a hurry to finish those things. I've always been pressed for time growing up. And I guess now that I'm grown up, I feel like I don't want to be rushed to do things. I want to do them at my own pace. And by that, it is usually very slow. So slow that you can say... never ever getting to them.
I miss my mom when I'm on my own. My friend Jennifer thinks it's because I'm in such a bad situation with my roommates but I think it's because I honestly miss my mom. I don't know. Maybe I can tell next year when I move in with a bunch of new people.
I have a lab and quiz tomorrow. I'm not prepared for it but I know I will have to get to it soon since I want to do well. I want a nap but I feel like it will be a nap that I will not wake up from.
I miss my mom. I want to call her. I miss her so much. She's probably sleeping right now. It's late. I miss my mom. I'm so glad I'm going home this weekend.
Funny how both those things taught me that time does run out and it doesn't last forever. You will always want to put off doing things that you don't want to do or too scared to do. But remember, you don't have all the time in the world. Why not do what you can do while you still can?
That essay you don't want to write, why not write it now? Finish it tomorrow? And forget about it. That person you're just so scared to confront because you don't know how they will react. Why not tell them now? Take it as it is. What's the worst that can happen? Move on.
My life has always been a race against time. Piano lessons, swimming lessons, assignments, making phone calls for my parents, running around to classes. I've always been in a hurry to finish those things. I've always been pressed for time growing up. And I guess now that I'm grown up, I feel like I don't want to be rushed to do things. I want to do them at my own pace. And by that, it is usually very slow. So slow that you can say... never ever getting to them.
I miss my mom when I'm on my own. My friend Jennifer thinks it's because I'm in such a bad situation with my roommates but I think it's because I honestly miss my mom. I don't know. Maybe I can tell next year when I move in with a bunch of new people.
I have a lab and quiz tomorrow. I'm not prepared for it but I know I will have to get to it soon since I want to do well. I want a nap but I feel like it will be a nap that I will not wake up from.
I miss my mom. I want to call her. I miss her so much. She's probably sleeping right now. It's late. I miss my mom. I'm so glad I'm going home this weekend.
