Sorry for missing out on Tuesdays Thoughts. I didn't make a post because 1. I was so busy studying and 2. I was so busy studying animal behaviour that I had no thoughts to share.
I'm still recovering from the shock of losing everything on my laptop and from the fact that I have NOTHING TO STUDY FROM. I honestly hate this. I don't know what "this" is but I hate it. I hate the fact that I'm trying so hard to be a good student and THIS won't let me. Sure, I know a good student would go home and listen to the lecture recordings right away, but you don't know how busy I am this year so you have no right to judge me at all. I have so many other extra-curriculars to deal with, not JUST school.
LETTER:
So. You fucking son of a bitch. Whatever you are. Whoever you are. Wherever you are. Bring it. Do your best to stop me from getting into medical school. Because you know what, it ain't gonna happen, boy. Or girl. Whatever your gender is, I don't care. I don't give a flying fuck what your deal is and why you must try SO hard to prevent me from getting good grades, like do you not have a life or something?! Did you get bad grades in school and now you're out for revenge? Did your mommy not love you enough? Well, guess what? I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR MESSED UP LIFE.
Unless... you're trying to send me a message. Do you foresee the future and think that I can't handle medical school? Or maybe you're trying to tell me that medical school is wrong for me and if I continue on this path I'm destined to be doomed? What is it?! SPIT IT OUT!
If I'm your target, you should know very well that I'm a stubborn person. I'm a damn downright stubborn person. I might dare even say that I'm probably the most stubborn person you'll ever meet. So here's the deal. If you want to prevent me from getting into medical school, go ahead. Try your VERY best and don't you dare even go easy on me because I want FULL satisfaction and complete bragging rights when I kick your fucking ass to God-knows-where. And if you're out there trying to tell me a message, well you're going to have to try a little harder than that because I'm not even getting a tidbit of what you're trying to say. I'm stubborn and slow... so like... yeah. Good luck.
/END LETTER
So I'm going to pull another hard-core all-nighter to ACE tomorrow's midterm that is worth 28%, which I desperately need since I'm not doing well on my labs at all. Everyone pray for me. LUVUBI.
