Beautiful?

Original picture

My beautiful picture. Okay, so not so beautiful, but it will have to do since I have a
crappy camera to work with =(

The *NEW* Me

I don't know how many times I've said this and I don't know how many approaches I've made to solve this problem but I've run out of time.

I'm stopping the car.

I'm not pressing pause. I'm pressing stop.

The game is now over.

The history is there but the game is fresh. I like that.

This week's goals:

+ Maintain 2 days without going over 1000 calories

+ Finish EEB321 notes and readings from last semester

+ Finish JHE351 notes and readings from last semester

+ Write up petition letter

+ Blog a pretty photograph

+ Do an hour exercise session

+ Meet up with Vera and Kitty

+ E-mail 3 music/dance groups for Science Rendezvous

I like music. I don't get metal.

I love him. I don't love his music.

I'm a musician, I've come to like all kinds of music- you name it- I probably do listen to it, if not, appreciate it- pop, rock, jazz, country, classical, rap, hip hop, R&B... 

but metal. METAL?!

I never quite understood the art behind metal. I just don't hear anything when I listen to metal music... it's just guitars, bass and drums slamming together and the occasional scream into the microphone... which by the way, is also coarse and loud that I don't even HEAR the message they are trying to get across. 

I have yet to hear a good metal song that I will like. Until then, sorry hardcore metal fans... you're just not my cup of tea.

Chinese New Year 2011

What am I going to do tonight? Hmm... let me see... study?

Sad. Don't you think that that's so sad. I can't even go home to have a proper dinner with my family. Next week, I have two midterms, an assignment AND a lab report due so I'm packed. I won't have time to even think about eating. I wonder how people at UT manage such a great social life and academic life altogether because I simply just don't have that kind of talent.

I sort of gave up my social life until I met this guy who I really like. I met him once, so I guess I don't "like" him, it's like those stupid high school crushes. I hate crushes, it's been so long since I've liked someone that I almost forgot how ANNOYING THE FEELING IS. No matter what I'm doing, he always manages to cross my mind. And no matter how busy I am, I always manage to sneak in 5-10 minutes of daydreaming moments with him.

I got rid of Facebook because I didn't want it to take up the rest of my life but after meeting him, I kind of feel like I'm ready to give social life a try again. I mean, everyone deserves a social life no matter what kind of dreams they have. Just because you have aspirations doesn't mean you have to give up everything good in your life to achieve it. And for me, I would sort of think that it's not worth it. Achieving my goals are very important to me but not at the cost of everything else in my life.

I'm going to give it a real go this time. I mean, I'm sort of behind in school but today and Friday are going to be my major CATCH-UP-ON-EVERYTHING days. After I catch up, I'll try to stay ON TOP of the work and then I can find time to go out and see him =).

That is... of course, IF he wants to see me. I swear he's giving me mixed signals. I sort of feel like he's just in this for the game and if that's the case, I still wouldn't mind going out with him so long as we establish the rules.

I hear this year for the Horse, it's supposed to be really good. My love and work life is absolutely amazing so long as I can keep up with the pace. If not, I can fall into the pits of Hell.

Please, I can keep up. I'm a horse. Of course, I can keep up.